In the land of rubber shoes and dirty ice cream

I'm super happy. I can't begin to explain how happy I am with this guy. And I can't believe that he loves me back! I finally found someone who's weird and crazy like me. Haha!

Anyway, time spent with this guy is super amazing. Never a dull moment. I love everything about him. First of all, he's a gentleman. The last of his kind :)) haha. He never fails to make me smile. He'll do anything to see me happy. And he's so sweet. He called me up last night before I slept just to tell me how much he loves me. If I weren't so tired and sleepy last night, I would've jumped up and down the house cause of sheer happiness. Meehhh, I'm so fucking happpppyyyyyy :)

I love how he tells me I'm beautiful even though I really am not (go have your eyes checked kasi! haha). He makes me want to be a better person. He's the best thing that I have and I'd be a fucking fool to let him go.

We got all these plans for us to do and I really hope we get to do everything together :)

I'll want you forever you know. Best believe that, N word! Hahaha.

I love you Jose Martin Chaves :)

My very own crazy boyyyy :))

I remember the day that I met him, it was at Longboards Manila. I bought my first board and he was the one manning the counter. Good thing I didn't buy the Freedom dolly board at DC Shoes. :)

Everything happens for a fucking reason!

You mean the whole world to me :)

<3
My life would be incomplete without you here.
You're the reason why I breathe.
Ladies if you got a man, fellas if you got a girl, why don't you tell them that they mean the whole world to you.

If there's somebody out there just like me, put your hands up, and tell them you're the reason I breathe.

I finally found the person I want and I'm never letting him go.

The distance is killing me though :( I wish we can see each other more often. I miss you everyday :(

Ditto :)
I love how he texts me good morning everyday. I love how I wake up and the first thing I think about is him.
I love how he hugs me. I love how crazy he is. I love how he looks at me. And most of all, I love how he's all mine.

I am the luckiest girl. I got the last great guy :)

So yeah, haterzzz gonna hate! :))

Namaste.

You are the sun, you are the only one. You are so cool, you are so rock and roll.

What a busy morning :| I drank like two cups of coffee just to get by cause I haven't eaten anything for breakfast and lunch. Meh :| then cheerdance practice later at 4pm. Gaaaahhhhhh :(

Enough ranting. So I've been thinking a lot about doubts and what not. I'm the kind of girl who thinks about every possibility, every ending, every mistake, every problem and everything that might derail anything good that's has happened, is happening and will happen. It's called being realistic, fool. I ain't no emo bitch who thinks about every negative thing that happens to me. I relish the good stuff quite often actually. I don't share it to people because I don't want to seem like I'm proud or something. I always keep it on the down low. I tell people my problems cause these instances that bond you with your friends. Heeehhhh this is too heavy. Anyway, back to my doubts. I'm having this big fucken doubt that what's happening is too insane. Too good to be true. But slowly and surely, I'm beginning to accept it. :) BELIEVE

No matter what happens though, I should never expect. I should keep a mental note that I should not expect anything because expectations actually ruins everything. I mean it's also unfair to expect something from someone. The fact that he is willing to do something for you is a big thing but expecting something else is just too insensitive. Give him the best of you if you really like him. But don't put him up on a pedestal. Appreciate what you have because when you lose him, you'll have another one of those regrets that people should avoid. Regrets, meh. I'd talk about that in a separate entry. I have a lot to say about regrets.

I have less than an hour before my meeting starts so I'm going to wrap this thing up. So basically, I am happy :). This is beyond words. I am so thankful for meeting someone that is kind, generous and a gentleman (bonus pa dahil gwapo hahaha!). No regrets, just love.

Namaste.

Haircut

So yeaaahhhh I cut my really long hair :|

I KNOW :(((( I miss my loooong hair!
But people tells me that I did the right thing by cutting it. Mehhh I don't know :| Haha

So let me start by saying Happy new yeaaaarrrr!!!! :)
I ended 2011 even better than what I expected (hahahahaha) :)
Started my year great for once also. I never expected for this to happen. Beyond my wildest dreams :))
Enough about that haha. I'll try to blog about that soon :)

Anyway, so I want to skate now. :)) I think I'm addicted. I have a lot of scars and scabs now but I dont caaaaare. It's worth it.

I'm really not in the mood to blog right now. Soooooo I'll just blog about something big next time. I'm just bored right now. Haha.

I know you're reading this so...hellooooo :)

Namaste.